Open to Love

My heart opened tonight. Not in the sense as by a knife, or that which would explode emotions about the surroundings, but opened in a way that Love coursed through it. Love, at the purest and most energetic level. How the feeling of feeling overcame me. Not instigated by anything but stepping onto the grass. It first felt as if my chest exposed the beating heart to the world and the world accepted it and loved it. I reveled in the feeling for quite some time before it overcame my stomach. It overwhelmed me as tears filled my eyes and water dripped along my cheeks. I felt I wouldn't be able to hold on. I said to myself and the universe that I don't know how I could ever live like this. I feel it now as I type. It's utterly amazing - like i could cry and sing the most joyous song at the same time. I'm in Love and of Love. God's Love has filled me but I don't think that's it. I believe the Love was there, it has just now been released - or opened. I don't know what to do with it other than continue to leave the channel open with prayer and meditation. I will look for God's guidance in every leaf and the winds of this Earth. I will look for it in the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky. In the hooker on the corner and the pusher in the shadows. Love resides in everything and all Life. Love is everywhere. I will look and I will see and I will accept it into my life.